>===the walkway is unwinding.. i'll find a way to turn back===<
rachel. pearl. rach. rachey. pearlash. che. chechers. whatever.
eldest. sister. daughter. friend. bestfriend. enemy.
seventeen. 091888.
Gracean. Benildean. BSBA-Human Resource Management.
introvert. critic. procrastinated. melancholic.
radical. opinionated. versatile. mysterious.
musically-inclined. singer. semi-dancer. frustrated guitarist.
theater girl. actress. antagonist. villain.
books over tv. radio (music/talks) rather than movies.
suffers from vertigo and migraine plus ulcer and hyperacidity.
black. red. pink. green. apple green. bronze. brown. orange. yellow.
ISCFer. lcdc2k2-2k3.
worshipper-daughter-believer-lover of Jesus.
"...looks could be deceiving."
"...try to see what's within.. you'll never know."
first time..tskstk
Sunday, August 29, 2004
yesterday's a different day for me. i couldn't imagine myself stepping away from class (community service). that's the first time i did it, but with my parent's consent. clear? well, as the result of our group's procrastinate attitude, we don't have any single performance for yesterday's fundamental rhythms class, so we've decided to skip our community service class in order for us to rehearse. we've got a dilemma in choosing if we'll gonna absent for the whole saturday or simply skip CC. oh my, tell you, i was really guilty about it the night before. first time.. but after that two-hour and a half rehearsal, we end up making convincing moves and steps. convincing? haha! just wanna use the term. anyways, right now i'm suffering from bodyaches. as in WHOLE BODY especially my thighs and arms. just imagine jumping ropes for how many hours. aaawww... i could hardly walk properly. poor gurl.. harhar.
broke a leg at 9:41 AM
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reflect..reflect
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
whatta day! the announcement of suspension of classes is again.. delayed. what the heck! anyways, we've already decided yesterday on who will make up our class debating team. i'm not joining anymore.. quite happy on my part because i have lots of things to concentrate on asides from that. at least i've experienced the training under the hands of a dear classmate and a great friend, Derick. wahaha! =P though i've been under couples of sermons because of my pasaway attitude, i've learned a lot from this dude. thanks, man! *winkwink*sniffsniff* hmmm... i'm speechless. ---- fine, i'll just share to you a poem that i wrote yesterday. it's just an impromptu one so you just bare with it and besides, it's hard when you don't have an inspiration while composing. harhar.. it's a demand seatwork , i think, by my beloved english teacher, Madame D. she's also the one who gave the topic and title, take note. well, here it goes...
If I Only Knew
If I only knew that you were simply a dream that I wished to come true,
I shouldn't have let myself eventually fall for you.
Every minute, every second, I never have you forgotten
With the mem'ries we've shared, never in my real life happened.
The day we've met, I consider a vast treasure,
Simply something that no one can ever measure.
Laughs, cries, and even lullabies
Sounds sweet music to my ears, just with you by my side.
Gazing upon the moonlit sky to see how stars collide,
Never knowing that this would be the last time to see you smile.
Little by little, I could feel your soft hand drifting away from me
With just a snap, oh, does this mean you're free?
Running, crying, I spent the rest of my time in search of you,
But whether I like it or not, there i found no sight of you.
And now I knew that only in this dream of mine we'll be spending time together,
I still thank God for the memories that I ought to remember.
..... *sigh*
broke a leg at 12:04 PM
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temporarily ill
Monday, August 23, 2004
i've been spending the whole day lying on my bed.. for some reasons, i don't feel well at all. it was all because of a sudden headache last night and until now. i could hardly standup normally, and i somehow feel like exploding. maybe it's all stress or it's my vision that has a problem. i always gets dizzy in school as well.. what a weird feeling! i'm VERY busy these days.. researches, projects, tests, deadline for the chorale piece, dance for fundamental rhythms, preparation for Filipino week, and also planning for the upcoming debate (i still dunno if i would join). --->>> these stuffs will all still be my burden until september. whew! Lord, i need strength..
broke a leg at 7:45 PM
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a new day, a new spirit
Saturday, August 21, 2004
it's almost 10am, and i just woke up from a deep sleep (exaggerating). it's a different scenario from my usual saturday routines. no classes! *cheers* after a month, this would be just my second time to post again. i'm not that active in using the pc coz of great great schoolstuffs to be done. you know, just a matter of prioritizing those stuffs that needs to be prioritized. *grins* am i right? but these days, i'm really urged to go online coz of some researches to be made and also for my missed accounts, as well as friends. =P now i'm stucked.. what shall i say next? anyways, i've just realized that i'm missing a lot of praise and worship practices in church since summer. oh my.. and also my "practice the guitar" thing. i just thought of those. *sigh* i'm already missing a lot of things...
broke a leg at 9:48 AM
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