air.. at last
Friday, February 24, 2006
a feeling of emptiness, happiness, and stress have dealt with me this month. ironic, isn't it? i was bombarded with tons of stuffs to accomplish.. projects, midterm exams, rehearsals everyday from 6-9pm and the play itself, etc.. etc.. *whew* i could finally breathe.
february 10, saturday: i must say that this was my "first gimmick" with some of my cousins (ate faye, ate joy, and ate belle). we first went to eastwood, then to tapika bar katips. we really had fun together. after a loooong loong time since we've reunited. soundtrip, foodtrip.. nachos, acoustic ambience, bondings, screw driver, kamikaze slush.. as usual, we're all puyat. :)
february 11, sunday: ate joy, ate belle, and i went to cavite from ate faye's house. we first dropped by ate ellen's house, and there we saw his uber-uber cute son, newell. *squeeeesh* ate rizza, ate gina were also there. we also went to ate ethel's house and saw her 1-month old daughter and her other son. i've also seen ate cora after decades with her one-month old daughter as well. i've also seen my two nephews erwin and edison.. (they're older that me.. haha!). we had some foodtrips, as usual. fun fun fun again. :)
february 14, tuesday: looove day. i had a date with one of my most special someone.. my bestfriend jon, of course. after our class, we headed to greenbelt to scout for a nice place to have dinner. after walking for about an hour, without any exaggeration, we decided to eat at fuzion.. hmmm.. pasta chicken alfredo, potato platter with garlic cream sauce, south-peach diet and mango blush smoothie.. yumm! plus the comfy bed we're sitting and lying at. no doubt our looove day turned out to be great! thanks, sis.. luvyah! :)
february 15-17, wednesday-friday: midterms!!! technical dress rehearsal for the play!!!
february 18, saturday: it's sunshine petal's debut! it was held at st charbel exec village's clubhouse. the theme is boracaaayy hotness ever even if it's night time. haha! i've been one of her eighteen bubbles.. it's sooo nice to see my former classmates and batchmates again. we had a pool-smashing fun after her "18-stuffs". i was congratulated for wearing a "string-B" by my former classmates. haha! the gutts, man! i was actually forced.. in fairness, i look good while wearing those. hahaha! *feelers* ;)
february 19, sunday: i was ready to go to church.. but unfortunately, something unexpected happened. *sniff*
february 20-21, monday-tuesday: rehearsal rehearsal rehearsal.. REHEARSAL!
february 22, wednesday: tah-ran! "Kapihan sa Loob ng Isang Dula"! thanks for those who watched our play. thanks thanks! our first performance wasn't that good.. it was just our 2nd time to go to WSL theater, so medyo nangangapa sa technical and all. but thank God, our second performance, that night was better than what we've expected. waaahh!!! *tears of joy!*
february 23, thursday: joseriz class.. we talked about the concept of "deconstruction". i salute you, sir! nice views.. *thumbs up* after joseriz class, it's still 5hrs to go before my next and last class, aesthet. i went to the comLab for my course enlistment.. i also did our project/presentation for aesthetics class. after making this 35-slides, i just found out that the U-drive wasn't working! the heck! i couldn't save it in my documents for it would be deleted at the end of the week by actc. besides, it couldn't fit in aika's usb.. waaahhh!!!! after almost 5 hours of working for that PPT.. pathetic!
i missed going to church.. praise and worship.. messages.. everything. i'm sooo excited for sunday! no way i would be missing church! *swear*
Lord, thank you for your daily provisions.. guidance and strength.. the ones around me. thank you.
broke a leg at 4:39 AM
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Friday, February 10, 2006
so much realizations have been foreseen..
i couldn't bear to run for the win.
it seems that i've been away from this so-called "reality" for quite a while..
i just don't know how, i just don't know why.
confusion's dazzling over my mind for quite some time..
even to the point of hardly giving this poem a rhyme.
tears won't be enough to surpass it all..
i need a steady foot for me not to stumble and fall.
if i could just breakdown and feel the numbness in me..
would this mean that for even just a while, i would be free?
ooohhh..
punches of life..
i feel like i'm a mountaineer losing my grip from a hike.
are tears really inevitable?
why does it have to be?
is pain really intolerable?
how could it possibly be?
my mind's really messed up.. this instantly came on my mind.. this is what i'm feeling these days.. i'm just trying to release my thoughts. forgive me, pls..
broke a leg at 9:08 AM
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Monday, February 06, 2006
woohoo! i'm spending the rest of my time here at the i-nook while waiting for our DF rehearsal to begin.. my.. tell you, it's 6-9pm. *whew* anyways, i stayed at the dorm the whole week. my scehdule was really getting hectic these days.. strenuous rehearsals for the upcoming play this feb 22, nstp preparations, projects, extemporaneous speeches (oh my), exams, and the list goes on and on.. plus, midterm exams next week. oh, college life! just before i went here at the i-nook, we (martha, muhmee, bbyluv) helped me in trimming my bangs like it was before. i looked like an anime once again. haha! martha did the same stuff but with different style.. we're tweenees. =P instead of going to the salon, we were the ones who "crazily" trimmed our bangs. thanks, bbyluv, my hair artist! the future owner of the "Refrea Haircutters". *evil laugh*
broke a leg at 12:27 AM
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